Monday, November 27, 2006

Well training again in the morning with Ms Yu. Looked forward to it all weekend, but it didn't out very well for me.

I'm sorry Ms Yu, my drills and hurdling were all messed up today. I don't know why myself. I tried to push myself over the hurdle, but no, everything wasn't there. My drills were terrible too, I know how badly I did the them; my trail leg didn't feel right and blah blah blah. My runs over the hurdles were gross, with me jumping too high and all that.

Well I guess that wasn't the worst thing. I guess you were really upset with my 3-step runs between the mini-hurdles. Yes, I've been running 3 steps for every eight metres in my years of C Division, but today, I had to use four for the first few. I guess I could easily say that the height of the mini 30cm hurdles made me jump less further, but it's eight metres. EIGHT FREAKING METRES. Who am I kidding man. So later (after I struggled to finally do 3 steps) when you increased it to 8.2m you really scared me. Okay and that was when I really disappointed/upset/sad/pissed cause I couldn't do it no matter how many times I ran. I knew you were too. And I guess it's sounds pretty stupid if I say that my heart really fell when you told me I had to prepare to learn to hurdle with my other leg.

Ms Yu I think you should know how awkward I hurdle with my other leg. I'm really sorry for disappointing you over and over again today. My rhythm/running today was not up to standard pathetic and I know it. It's not that I don't want to push myself to do three steps in between each hurdle, it's simply because I can't. You've helped me alot this year as a new coach for me and I really have alot to thank you for. So now I hope you'll help me even further, because if I really have to use four steps, it'll pretty much be the end of my hurdling career.


Well I guess I'll have to buck up a hundred times more from now on.

Posted at 9:01 PM

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